what can i say about anything???? hmm..... im sick of people who are ment to be friends and then they turn there back on you when you need them the most and then they laugh at your pain as if you never meant anything to them... well i say if you have a friend like that don't worry theres always someone eles to help you when your down and nothings worth the pain(especially if you've been through all that ive been through this whole year the loss of to friends to suicide i almost lost a friend who i have know all my life to over dose just recently and that hurt especially cause right as this was going on i lost another friend within a stupid fight thats not worth it and then after another for reasons that where never explained so yes who's to say im worth the time to hang out with?? cause so far it doesn't seem like it cause i lose them some way or another cause trust me this isn't the first year ive lost friends in this way with one it seems to happen each year around the same time but now its different.... i tell you this don't be like me and let it get you down and looking forward to the future and saying its not going to get better. let me tell you everything gets better and i know that if i would have died a few years ago when i wanted to i never would have had all that i still do have. if anyone wants to know my main reason why my life has meaning when it didn't three/four years ago i can tell you its cause i have sertain friends that i would do anything for the main one is a girl named sam she is so very presious to me cause she's like my baby sister and i would never want to see her hurt in any way. no problem like what i have is worth suffering cause with in this world there is ying and yang meaning everything is equal with all bad comes good so when you feel down just remember that something good is comeing next. never see the bad thats here but see the good thats comeing!!
sincerly
Mi'chelle Ariona King
the girl who found out the meaning
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